rouge-girl

2007-02-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

I went for Mrs low's husband's funeral mass today. was still feeling fine until the end part, where they sang "Moon River". I teared, but when i saw lao shi crying, i cried too. It was just suppressed sadness these few days. sadness i felt for mrs low and for her family. though i dun know her husband, i was extremely affected by the wake and today's funeral. mrs low was so poised, calm and composed. honestly, all of us have new found respect for her. not that the respect for her was little in the past, for she was a very reputable and respectable teacher in chij. something more touching was that half the comgregation was made up of chij girls, including many old girls. something mrs low said during the wake service struck me, she said : thank you to all the chij girls who came, even those who have graduated years ago. this clearly shows that the ij spirit burns very strongly."
mrs low, all the ij girls will keep you in our prayers.

2007-01-19T09:27:00.000+08:00

I got nothing to blog about leh. heh

okok. have. yesterday i auditioned for choir and i actually got in! was totally surprised, cos during the auditions, i made a lot of mistakes. and one of the people listening there actually said i did very well. i was like thinking, if this is well, what is bad?! so anyway, i got into choir, in soprano 2. whatever that means. dun understand the choir jargon yet. and lia's in soprano 2 too!!! so glad to hear tt! like got someone to accompany me. =)

ok. so most likely im joining choir. no need to join the "loser-ish" ccas already. getting into choir really made me day.=)

2007-01-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

This week has been surreal, kinda blurry. I was forced out of my comfort zones and apparently so were my dear friends in ny, in a diff way though. Seeing them struggling with things such as homework really makes me wonder why we work so hard now, and whether it really is all that worth it.
Suddenly thought of my dad today in the car. And i missed him a lot. But through this horrible incident, i have learnt to grow and love the people around me a whole lot more. Although i could have asked for a less traumatising event, but i guess that's how life really is. So everyone reading this, lighten up and try to look far. The road now is hard, and its just gonna get harder. But always remember that your friends will be there to back you up.

I will never forget him, nor the last time I saw him. As he prepared for his journey and waved goodbye, he slipped the bonds of the Earth and touched the face of God.

2006-12-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey long-time-no-see blog! hah. ok so tmr im off off and away to taiwan... just saying goodbye world!=)

2006-11-03T16:02:00.000+08:00

i really wonder...whatever happened to compromising. its irks me to see that only 2 of us are giving in and really trying hard. i know we are all busy with ccas, rls and whatever...but sometimes, just sometimes, compromise can?
anw, on a lighter note, my chinese a level exam is over!!! but thought it was quite hard=(

whyy me?

2006-10-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

whyy me?
decided to blog after eons. only reason is probably cos im troubled. i am always, always the one with all the probs among my friends and family. question is why? im tired of all the thinking and self blaming and hurtful looks and comments. ending all of this would be good.

special people~
lao shi: thanks for always being there for me. talking to you is therapeutic.haha
xuewei, yuanting, xueting: thanks for being there, maybe not physically, but i am grateful.
carl: i know you try to be there, but sometimes messages and phone calls are just not enough. whatever it is, i hope you will be here for me.

great day!

2006-03-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

will things get better?
heard our class is getting better. really? not sure la. but wat im sure bout is tt i will be a loner in the class for a long long time.haha. im ok with it i guess .i really do hope my class is ok.

on a lighter note, had a great great time with my family today. though its a weekly routine where we go to church together then have dinner later, it was very enjoyable. its just like it does not matter what you do but who you spend it with. feast on the last line and spend some of your time with your loved ones. it will be worth it i promise. =)

spinning: the extra mile- by someone i dunno.ha

suffering from 0607 withdrawal symptoms.

2006-03-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

Suffering from 0607 withdrawal symptoms.
I miss you guys so much!!! my class is totally disgusting compared to 0607. guess things will never be the same again.:((

what in the world does the future holds...for me?

2006-03-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

What the future holds for me?
I have been giving this a very serious thought recently. seriously, I'm really curious to what i will be like in the future. A mother? A working mother? Single? or what? Anyway, I've been thinking of becoming a teacher.i have not a single slightest idea how i came up with this thought. but just thought it will be a very nice idea. But who am i to know, right?:D
Supposed to go for orientation today. but wound up not going.firstly cos i think i have to interest in getting socialised with my class.its like the worst group of pple in my first og, 0607 and now 0604.its terrible. the pple are not even worth describing. but i cant even grumble and talk bout it cos its my choice to get into this school right? but i seriously think everything happens for a reason, though i have to idea, once again. about what tt reason would be.
the mid- yrs are coming up.time to mug my ass off again!
song: I will learn to love again-Kaci